Tuesday, November 24, 2009

For-A-Change

I want to fly without wings
Bounce at my own leasure without springs
Date for once and it's not a fling
Think back on the days without tears dripping
Proceed succeed not bleed
And conquer greed
Because if they don't know there self worth,
Should they socialize with me?
O please
Some just want to enhance there obleaques*
I can't stand stuck up girls who claim to care and kiss you with there CHEEK
Cheesy greasy worthless bums
Talk more trash than conversations amongst homeless men
iPhone blackberry Twitter FEINDS
Kids in Africa and middle east etc. Who have a lack of nutrition and greens
I mean I am no "saint" but who is?
We are all blessed with gifts
But some feel they are blessed more like privaledge lucky rich Christmas kids
Who's to blame?
Uhhhh the voice on the airport intercom I would say
Wish I can run farther than the speed of light on some days
For-A-Change
Give me liberty justice and Hispanic food
I can die happy in a bad mood
Get-it?
Your not suppose too
This is my art,
A.k.a something I hope you can get use too
I wish life came with Blue from blues clues
I would go to the middle east and see what blue can really do
I mean matters of this life aren't faced
But hey I guess it's more important to
"Pimp out your myspace"
GIVE ME A BREAK
4-A-Change!!!!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

MAIN-TAIN

Well I must say... Everything in life is B-ok
I'm at a stage where I am working hard for the "A"!
People don't get me when I start,
But they can't wait to see me get a brain fart!
Look all I need is A-R-T
I don't have to talk it speaks for me....
See how confusing that is
But being confused is a form of understanding ME
As random as I want to be....
So join or BACK-ON up please!!!
Geez I can be a jerk at times
But I'm polite when it comes to jotting down ryhmes
Main-Tain
Mind frame
Sicker Than most
Let's make a toast......
*Here here*
To what's over there,
Let's put on a show if they are going to stare....
Some say "I'm smarter than that"
BUT the knowledge doesn't even last a year....
Rightio!!!!
I want my words to be like cheerios
Not always used but something about it is oh so good....
Maybe one day I will have my face grafittied on the walls in the "Hood"!!!!
Before I go tell mum I said hi
And too you miss thing let's see if I can end up your knd of "GUY".....
If you don't want to be blamed,
I suggest you
MAIN-TAIN!!!!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

DaMn!!!!


If peter piper pickin' peppers
Then that means he found red hot chili
If you looking for brotherly love, GET OUT IRAQ
AND......... GO TO PHILLY!!!!!!!
far from a tough guy but YOU CAN'T JUST PUSH ME
LOOKY LOOKY i fear no man
but in fear of an accident..................TRO--JANS
so my SPAR--TAN'S reside in protection
NOT in the PROMISE LAND
Real music is art and love and im a fan,
Head tilted upward thanks to that Man
El' Shaddai is what i call him
Some people do not use there spiritual phones
So to me that makes them spiritual GNOMES
stuck in ONE place
Kind of like the crew on the show "LOST"
kind of a disgrace
Hey hey hey take it easy
there is no way you can belittle me
This is a small thing to a GIANT
You can't do DIDDLEY!
unless yankee doodle was your pops
what you ought to do is kindly back away and
wipe up yuh snot,
DAMN
Don't mean to sound so animalistic,
but the choices people make confuse the Hell out of me
and this isn't ARITHMETIC .......
Uncertified magicians full of tricks
Black market mindset!
Fully illegal and boosted
I don't want to fight, i call a truce kid!!!!!
But as for all of those who look to be pure
KEEP that mindset and a good life is all yours
Don't be afraid to live and try new things
Words from my oldest sister
and she said that when i was on a "i hate this world" Binge
Rev' your engines and wipe yuh brow
If flava' flav' did it........ LETS GET TO IT NOW!!!!!!!!!
SLAM-BAM-JAM-MAM
DAMN!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

RIiiiight!!!!!!!

Lookie lookie SNOOKIE,
Hear me Clearly,
I love the help and ambition,
Pero i been doing this yearly,
For about about 18 years,
21 of them in pain,
But twice i did shed tears,
WEIIIRRRDDDDDD...
i get that often,
Wish i can runaway to a loft and....
AND breathe easier,
Dont be shocked!!!!!! :-0
okay okay okay........ to tell you the truth my heart is locked,
and i am very closed and reserved,
And some shabbat's i dont seem too observe,
But you have the key,
open my heart at your own will,
The guard dogs bite, so you might wanna go for the kill,
Smile for me again....... ohhh what pretty teeth,
You have what it takes to make me "tootsie roll" all up and down these streets
Riiight!!!!!!
Tonight's the night,
In spite,
Of
OHH please pass my right glove,
You know it gets chilly out there,
Love when the november breeze pushes its way through your hair,
Okay how about this,
We head over to "Hummus Place",
tear the pita and Hummus up and we wipe the food from off our face,
but wait let me finish,
After that we take a nice walk,
Ohh baby dont stand too close he's cute but the damn dog might bark..
How bout we mozey on to the park,
Sit you down,
wipe the leaves off the bench,
sniff around.........
thats love in my nostrils,
what a beautiful stench,
Grip your hands,
5 fingers you should clench,
Imagine love, open your mind and see but close your eyes,
open them up,
no longer oN the bench im on one knee,
QUESTION IS:____ ___ _____ __?

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Comedy is BACK

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Saturday, August 29, 2009

IN A FEW...


Rain drops, Heart stops,
I'm falling,
Insane, too plain,
i'm crawling
Ven aqui, I WANT YOU,
NOW
Too much,too little
How
Can I please grow with you,
IN A FEW...
Respect,
KNEE-glect
One chance
One night, long walk
HOLD HANDS
In Shakespearean days its called,
ROMANCE
Too true, too blue,
The sky that is,
use to hate when they were all in my
"BIZZ-NISS"
IN A FEW...
Rain pours, I run
I'm safe,
week later,still thinking of our date,
Indulging on thoughts of how much WE
RELATE
Never felt it quite like this,
Never knew i can make this wish
I am far from un-great full
Trust me
When one is dreaming like this make sure you dont touch me!
This is a vivid picture that Elohim DREW,
Tough part is.... i wont see it now
i have to wait.
IN
A
FEW...
(FOR ALL THE DREAMERS OUT THERE,lets dream at all times while we are awake)

Serenity!


I just want to walk on clouds
Sip from the oceans
Hug every woman,without any motives
Speak articulate but yet simplistic
Think pure and remain artistic
Have fun by doing nothing
See abuelas face again
Hold my amazon of a mother and be more than just her son
I want to be her FRIEND
Serenity
I am longing to thank eve for falling under temptation,
Because she made life worth the fight
And caused a hell of a book to be written REVALATION
Feel the love of my wife
And the hope of my child
Run to a free Bob Marley concert,
And watch Sammy Davis live all night,
Harmonize with frank Sinatra
Speak wisdom with King Solomon
Ask selassie for a hug because without him we couldn't beat the Italians
Serenity
Go to every country my family is made up of,
and speak the native tongue
These are only a few desires
I am now on step ONE!
Bendicion
Shalom
G_d Bless

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Yogurt SPLAT!!!!


Met you had you, now your gone,
came back, way back feelings from,
Too soon, situations baloon'd
I let it happen, I use to be your capt'n
In love in lust
in pain i gain,
sustained mind frame
too loose, heres the truth,
i love you, you want more,
I give my soul, you want a huge house with THREE garage doors,
we move in, we grooooov'N
Kid born, uh oh theres 3 MORE,
daycare pampers, stained baby clothes in the hamper,
I adore, you hug me some more,
Hair starts to lessen, I BLAME it on the recession,
you laugh at my "dumb ass"
wait...........
life just flew on by, good thing i cherished it like that beautiful sight of tranquility in my eye!
Kids bills, you want curtains with frills ;-) loving you more everyday,
ESPECIALLY when u put joy on my childs face,
Together forever with a family and a Cat
LIFE IS A SOURCE OF DAIRY!
YOU choose how the YOGURT should SPLAT!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Pt.2



Different faces of Ha-Shem's people!






ENJOY! THIS IS WHO I AM!

TRIGGER MY LOVE!


You seem ready to feel the impact of affection and exuberance.....I LIKE WHAT I SEE!
you seem afraid to let go, and to start from scratch in a "foreign" place....I APPRECIATE THAT!
You seem to be on point and full of knowledge and understanding for what is too come....I ENVY THAT!
Trigger My Love!
I seem to be skeptical and a little unsure of what is too come....YOU DONT NEED THAT!
I seem to be ready to jump in this pool of lifelessness and give it all a try....YOU ARE MORE WORTHY OF THAT!
I seem open to hold onto your special and vulnerable heart....YOU ARE UNSURE!'
Trigger My Love


LISTEN TO ME CAREFULLY*
You have one bullet and a perfect shot, i have no where to go and no protection....
In all actuality i feel this is my reality, to grow and share my morality with THEE!
If i had one reason to give my love away it will be only because I truly yearn for your words,for your tears,for your time, for your "crime", and most importantly for your spot right next to you TO SHINE!

Dont let my past present or future deter your from my love and soul that we WILL share in ZION!
Trigger my love, shoot me with your values and views on a good life, because you will make for me a GREAT WIFE!
later gator!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

In this hour!


In this hour I realized many things about myself and others....
We are all the same, just with a few minor physical differences
In this hour, i realized that to breathe is to love life, because without breath you ca not survive
Love is a over-underrated word, Easy to pronounce but hard to practice,
So within that phrase you can see the power of intention to live up to it,but the lack of knowledge on it.....
In this hour
We as G_d's children must remember that this life is temporary, so it's natural to get caught up and upset, but at the same time if you keep a higher sense of realism and understanding you can overcome all obstacles. whether it be financial-relationship...
In this hour
I battle and fight and still make it my duty to keep all those around me whether in the physical or not in a good mood and full of laughter, it's my way of giving back to the universe.
We all have a artistic side that can be used for good, LET YOUR ART BREATH!!!
IN THIS HOUR
This hour is what I call LIFE!
Live as if love and serenity are second nature...
Shalom

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Darkest Hours


Even in the darkest hours, i still manage to plant emotional life flowers, the soil is my mind the sun is my life the rain are the everyday unpredictable occurrences that seem to happen
When we least expect it,
A plate of hummus matabacha and fresh whole wheat pita bread always does the trick for me,
Changing my life in the darkest hours ever since i caught the "C"..
Darkest hours
Running ramp-id on a emotional treadmill, only gets me in shape for things i know i do not want to feel, no frets no worries, just and evening with "scrubs" and a tub of ben and jerry's
In a perfect life i would be a comical motivational speaker, with 4 kids a wife and my very own sneaker, ok maybe not the sneaker but metro cards would be cheaper, so when i board this TRAIN OF THOUGHT i can relax and just enjoy the ride,
instead of pushing away people who love and care with my PRIDE,
if curiosity killed the cat then i really do have more than nine lives,
An emmy award and a hug from my wife and kids is what i thrive.....for-ever and ever i will
be merciless praying for the day to hug my mum and bury her in my chest,
Darkest hour
Women are a mere level of perfection in my world, too many to choose from,
but who will choose me? with all my baggage and foolery?
Instead of regretting i am suppressing the doubt that i can be a good man/father/husband
Only time will tell, messages from hell constantly try to text me but the cell phone of my heart is programmed to be pure and as influential as can be.
Darkest hour
The pain I feel will never measure up to the starving children in third world countries,
but it sure will get to me,
My hand is out my heart is open, for those who want to join in and start mentally eloping
To fuse pain and joy seems evidently impossible, but so was the idea of the israelites leaving egypt and my uncle moses made that happen....
Darkest hour
If your hours seem dark it's only because it's only because the light is regaining its strength and purpose for your LIFE.....
Darkest hour.......
The dark can be blinding at times, you just have TO SEE IT
Bendicion
Shalom

My heritage my love My Cuba!



After doing research on my Mum side of the family, other than the realization it is very culturally diverse, Cuba is a pretty huge piece in the link. I always found the Hispanic culture to be extremely beautiful and amazing... I love all other cultures and heritages as well but the hispanic vibe was always top notch for me.
My G_d mother is puerto rican and living and growing up in her home with my G_d brothers was fun and a great experience.
All though i speak un poquito espanol , i am learning and willing to embrace my culture.
So my fellow Latinos open your arms and hearts because i am moving in........*i just hope rent isn't too much ;-)*
Bendicion Mi Gente!



Friday, July 31, 2009

Biopsy
In the moment of silence there can be noise and pressure! You may think from what but it is steming from the silence it self.
With days leading up too biopsy I can only be strong

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Since your here :-/

You were not invited but you snuck right in, like the swine flu *how does that shit begin*?
I took you out at 13. uhmmm february 18th to be exact, thanks too you there were quite a few things i now lack, or should i say lacked....
Since your here.....
Because of you i am SCAR'D, but never the less i will go far,
farther than you ever thought, stronger than the steroid pain that you brought.
People would ask "whats that, and what happen", i lay back crack jokes and start laughing,
The truth of it all is you are still with me, when i thought you were gone,
you were just sleeping CREEPING, so you could could get me back
Since your here
Its a new year bout 8 years later, i thought taking you out before was doing you a favor,
instead its more like a "I WILL SEE YOU LATER"...... You seem to shred me like cheese on a grater
I am 21 and you came back with a vengeance, i know more of your side effects, and i gotta say your a "HELL of a friend.....
Pain,joy and tears, do you remember THEM?????
Since your here.......
Now im at the point where i have to TEST you out, sorta like a BIOPSY of the emotions,
What are your motives, your plans and expectations??.... u cant have my faith my heart or my mind, because i need whats rest of those to SHINE......
I mean damn.......SINCE YOUR HERE.....*SMH*

LUEGO!
J.COWELL
My strength!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

It's alright!
Shabbat shalom! A beautiful shabbat day it has been ! I love the pressure of success. And prosperity,it can create a level of intensity! I say never be afraid to be apart of diversity and newness!
Unite your mind and your thoughts to learn from others and other THINGS!

Friday, July 24, 2009

.....

Dont you dare take another step, any closer i loose my breath.
its always been a mystery why i cant commit, but i met you so fcuk all that otha shit.
sorry for cursin but i been rehearsing this for a long time.
if thoughts of your beauty were to be money, there would be no recession, but i'm just testing!
it would take tenths of a second for me to drop all things to be there for you, pardon me hater i dont mean to bore you.
if colors express different moods, you will for ever be white,green, and red!
white because of your purity
green because ur nature is captivating and nourishing for the soul of the weak
red because ur passion is something fierce!