For-A-Change

I want to fly without wings
Bounce at my own leasure without springs
Date for once and it's not a fling
Think back on the days without tears dripping
Proceed succeed not bleed
And conquer greed
Because if they don't know there self worth,
Should they socialize with me?
O please
Some just want to enhance there obleaques*
I can't stand stuck up girls who claim to care and kiss you with there CHEEK
Cheesy greasy worthless bums
Talk more trash than conversations amongst homeless men
iPhone blackberry Twitter FEINDS
Kids in Africa and middle east etc. Who have a lack of nutrition and greens
I mean I am no "saint" but who is?
We are all blessed with gifts
But some feel they are blessed more like privaledge lucky rich Christmas kids
Who's to blame?
Uhhhh the voice on the airport intercom I would say
Wish I can run farther than the speed of light on some days
For-A-Change
Give me liberty justice and Hispanic food
I can die happy in a bad mood
Get-it?
Your not suppose too
This is my art,
A.k.a something I hope you can get use too
I wish life came with Blue from blues clues
I would go to the middle east and see what blue can really do
I mean matters of this life aren't faced
But hey I guess it's more important to
"Pimp out your myspace"
GIVE ME A BREAK
4-A-Change!!!!

MAIN-TAIN

Well I must say... Everything in life is B-ok
I'm at a stage where I am working hard for the "A"!
People don't get me when I start,
But they can't wait to see me get a brain fart!
Look all I need is A-R-T
I don't have to talk it speaks for me....
See how confusing that is
But being confused is a form of understanding ME
As random as I want to be....
So join or BACK-ON up please!!!
Geez I can be a jerk at times
But I'm polite when it comes to jotting down ryhmes
Main-Tain
Mind frame
Sicker Than most
Let's make a toast......
*Here here*
To what's over there,
Let's put on a show if they are going to stare....
Some say "I'm smarter than that"
BUT the knowledge doesn't even last a year....
Rightio!!!!
I want my words to be like cheerios
Not always used but something about it is oh so good....
Maybe one day I will have my face grafittied on the walls in the "Hood"!!!!
Before I go tell mum I said hi
And too you miss thing let's see if I can end up your knd of "GUY".....
If you don't want to be blamed,
I suggest you
MAIN-TAIN!!!!!

DaMn!!!!

If peter piper pickin' peppers
Then that means he found red hot chili
If you looking for brotherly love, GET OUT IRAQ
AND......... GO TO PHILLY!!!!!!!
far from a tough guy but YOU CAN'T JUST PUSH ME
LOOKY LOOKY i fear no man
but in fear of an accident..................TRO--JANS
so my SPAR--TAN'S reside in protection
NOT in the PROMISE LAND
Real music is art and love and im a fan,
Head tilted upward thanks to that Man
El' Shaddai is what i call him
Some people do not use there spiritual phones
So to me that makes them spiritual GNOMES
stuck in ONE place
Kind of like the crew on the show "LOST"
kind of a disgrace
Hey hey hey take it easy
there is no way you can belittle me
This is a small thing to a GIANT
You can't do DIDDLEY!
unless yankee doodle was your pops
what you ought to do is kindly back away and
wipe up yuh snot,
DAMN
Don't mean to sound so animalistic,
but the choices people make confuse the Hell out of me
and this isn't ARITHMETIC .......
Uncertified magicians full of tricks
Black market mindset!
Fully illegal and boosted
I don't want to fight, i call a truce kid!!!!!
But as for all of those who look to be pure
KEEP that mindset and a good life is all yours
Don't be afraid to live and try new things
Words from my oldest sister
and she said that when i was on a "i hate this world" Binge
Rev' your engines and wipe yuh brow
If flava' flav' did it........ LETS GET TO IT NOW!!!!!!!!!
SLAM-BAM-JAM-MAM
DAMN!!!!!!

RIiiiight!!!!!!!

Lookie lookie SNOOKIE,
Hear me Clearly,
I love the help and ambition,
Pero i been doing this yearly,
For about about 18 years,
21 of them in pain,
But twice i did shed tears,
WEIIIRRRDDDDDD...
i get that often,
Wish i can runaway to a loft and....
AND breathe easier,
Dont be shocked!!!!!! :-0
okay okay okay........ to tell you the truth my heart is locked,
and i am very closed and reserved,
And some shabbat's i dont seem too observe,
But you have the key,
open my heart at your own will,
The guard dogs bite, so you might wanna go for the kill,
Smile for me again....... ohhh what pretty teeth,
You have what it takes to make me "tootsie roll" all up and down these streets
Riiight!!!!!!
Tonight's the night,
In spite,
Of
OHH please pass my right glove,
You know it gets chilly out there,
Love when the november breeze pushes its way through your hair,
Okay how about this,
We head over to "Hummus Place",
tear the pita and Hummus up and we wipe the food from off our face,
but wait let me finish,
After that we take a nice walk,
Ohh baby dont stand too close he's cute but the damn dog might bark..
How bout we mozey on to the park,
Sit you down,
wipe the leaves off the bench,
sniff around.........
thats love in my nostrils,
what a beautiful stench,
Grip your hands,
5 fingers you should clench,
Imagine love, open your mind and see but close your eyes,
open them up,
no longer oN the bench im on one knee,
QUESTION IS:____ ___ _____ __?

Comedy is BACK

ME

IN A FEW...

Rain drops, Heart stops,
I'm falling,
Insane, too plain,
i'm crawling
Ven aqui, I WANT YOU,
NOW
Too much,too little
How
Can I please grow with you,
IN A FEW...
Respect,
KNEE-glect
One chance
One night, long walk
HOLD HANDS
In Shakespearean days its called,
ROMANCE
Too true, too blue,
The sky that is,
use to hate when they were all in my
"BIZZ-NISS"
IN A FEW...
Rain pours, I run
I'm safe,
week later,still thinking of our date,
Indulging on thoughts of how much WE
RELATE
Never felt it quite like this,
Never knew i can make this wish
I am far from un-great full
Trust me
When one is dreaming like this make sure you dont touch me!
This is a vivid picture that Elohim DREW,
Tough part is.... i wont see it now
i have to wait.
IN
A
FEW...
(FOR ALL THE DREAMERS OUT THERE,lets dream at all times while we are awake)

Serenity!

I just want to walk on clouds
Sip from the oceans
Hug every woman,without any motives
Speak articulate but yet simplistic
Think pure and remain artistic
Have fun by doing nothing
See abuelas face again
Hold my amazon of a mother and be more than just her son
I want to be her FRIEND
Serenity
I am longing to thank eve for falling under temptation,
Because she made life worth the fight
And caused a hell of a book to be written REVALATION
Feel the love of my wife
And the hope of my child
Run to a free Bob Marley concert,
And watch Sammy Davis live all night,
Harmonize with frank Sinatra
Speak wisdom with King Solomon
Ask selassie for a hug because without him we couldn't beat the Italians
Serenity
Go to every country my family is made up of,
and speak the native tongue
These are only a few desires
I am now on step ONE!
Bendicion
Shalom
G_d Bless

Yogurt SPLAT!!!!

Met you had you, now your gone,
came back, way back feelings from,
Too soon, situations baloon'd
I let it happen, I use to be your capt'n
In love in lust
in pain i gain,
sustained mind frame
too loose, heres the truth,
i love you, you want more,
I give my soul, you want a huge house with THREE garage doors,
we move in, we grooooov'N
Kid born, uh oh theres 3 MORE,
daycare pampers, stained baby clothes in the hamper,
I adore, you hug me some more,
Hair starts to lessen, I BLAME it on the recession,
you laugh at my "dumb ass"
wait...........
life just flew on by, good thing i cherished it like that beautiful sight of tranquility in my eye!
Kids bills, you want curtains with frills ;-) loving you more everyday,
ESPECIALLY when u put joy on my childs face,
Together forever with a family and a Cat
LIFE IS A SOURCE OF DAIRY!
YOU choose how the YOGURT should SPLAT!!!!!!!!!

Pt.2

Different faces of Ha-Shem's people!

ENJOY! THIS IS WHO I AM!

TRIGGER MY LOVE!

You seem ready to feel the impact of affection and exuberance.....I LIKE WHAT I SEE!
you seem afraid to let go, and to start from scratch in a "foreign" place....I APPRECIATE THAT!
You seem to be on point and full of knowledge and understanding for what is too come....I ENVY THAT!
Trigger My Love!
I seem to be skeptical and a little unsure of what is too come....YOU DONT NEED THAT!
I seem to be ready to jump in this pool of lifelessness and give it all a try....YOU ARE MORE WORTHY OF THAT!
I seem open to hold onto your special and vulnerable heart....YOU ARE UNSURE!'
Trigger My Love


LISTEN TO ME CAREFULLY*
You have one bullet and a perfect shot, i have no where to go and no protection....
In all actuality i feel this is my reality, to grow and share my morality with THEE!
If i had one reason to give my love away it will be only because I truly yearn for your words,for your tears,for your time, for your "crime", and most importantly for your spot right next to you TO SHINE!

Dont let my past present or future deter your from my love and soul that we WILL share in ZION!
Trigger my love, shoot me with your values and views on a good life, because you will make for me a GREAT WIFE!
later gator!

In this hour!

In this hour I realized many things about myself and others....

We are all the same, just with a few minor physical differences

In this hour, i realized that to breathe is to love life, because without breath you ca not survive

Love is a over-underrated word, Easy to pronounce but hard to practice,

So within that phrase you can see the power of intention to live up to it,but the lack of knowledge on it.....

In this hour

We as G_d's children must remember that this life is temporary, so it's natural to get caught up and upset, but at the same time if you keep a higher sense of realism and understanding you can overcome all obstacles. whether it be financial-relationship...

In this hour

I battle and fight and still make it my duty to keep all those around me whether in the physical or not in a good mood and full of laughter, it's my way of giving back to the universe.

We all have a artistic side that can be used for good, LET YOUR ART BREATH!!!

IN THIS HOUR

This hour is what I call LIFE!

Live as if love and serenity are second nature...

Shalom

Darkest Hours

Even in the darkest hours, i still manage to plant emotional life flowers, the soil is my mind the sun is my life the rain are the everyday unpredictable occurrences that seem to happen
When we least expect it,
A plate of hummus matabacha and fresh whole wheat pita bread always does the trick for me,
Changing my life in the darkest hours ever since i caught the "C"..
Darkest hours
Running ramp-id on a emotional treadmill, only gets me in shape for things i know i do not want to feel, no frets no worries, just and evening with "scrubs" and a tub of ben and jerry's
In a perfect life i would be a comical motivational speaker, with 4 kids a wife and my very own sneaker, ok maybe not the sneaker but metro cards would be cheaper, so when i board this TRAIN OF THOUGHT i can relax and just enjoy the ride,
instead of pushing away people who love and care with my PRIDE,
if curiosity killed the cat then i really do have more than nine lives,
An emmy award and a hug from my wife and kids is what i thrive.....for-ever and ever i will
be merciless praying for the day to hug my mum and bury her in my chest,
Darkest hour
Women are a mere level of perfection in my world, too many to choose from,
but who will choose me? with all my baggage and foolery?
Instead of regretting i am suppressing the doubt that i can be a good man/father/husband
Only time will tell, messages from hell constantly try to text me but the cell phone of my heart is programmed to be pure and as influential as can be.
Darkest hour
The pain I feel will never measure up to the starving children in third world countries,
but it sure will get to me,
My hand is out my heart is open, for those who want to join in and start mentally eloping
To fuse pain and joy seems evidently impossible, but so was the idea of the israelites leaving egypt and my uncle moses made that happen....
Darkest hour
If your hours seem dark it's only because it's only because the light is regaining its strength and purpose for your LIFE.....
Darkest hour.......
The dark can be blinding at times, you just have TO SEE IT
Bendicion
Shalom

My heritage my love My Cuba!

After doing research on my Mum side of the family, other than the realization it is very culturally diverse, Cuba is a pretty huge piece in the link. I always found the Hispanic culture to be extremely beautiful and amazing... I love all other cultures and heritages as well but the hispanic vibe was always top notch for me.

My G_d mother is puerto rican and living and growing up in her home with my G_d brothers was fun and a great experience.

All though i speak un poquito espanol , i am learning and willing to embrace my culture.

So my fellow Latinos open your arms and hearts because i am moving in........*i just hope rent isn't too much ;-)*

Bendicion Mi Gente!

Biopsy
In the moment of silence there can be noise and pressure! You may think from what but it is steming from the silence it self.
With days leading up too biopsy I can only be strong

LoVe Is AnY aNd EvErY wHeRe!!!!!!

Since your here :-/

You were not invited but you snuck right in, like the swine flu *how does that shit begin*?
I took you out at 13. uhmmm february 18th to be exact, thanks too you there were quite a few things i now lack, or should i say lacked....
Since your here.....
Because of you i am SCAR'D, but never the less i will go far,
farther than you ever thought, stronger than the steroid pain that you brought.
People would ask "whats that, and what happen", i lay back crack jokes and start laughing,
The truth of it all is you are still with me, when i thought you were gone,
you were just sleeping CREEPING, so you could could get me back
Since your here
Its a new year bout 8 years later, i thought taking you out before was doing you a favor,
instead its more like a "I WILL SEE YOU LATER"...... You seem to shred me like cheese on a grater
I am 21 and you came back with a vengeance, i know more of your side effects, and i gotta say your a "HELL of a friend.....
Pain,joy and tears, do you remember THEM?????
Since your here.......
Now im at the point where i have to TEST you out, sorta like a BIOPSY of the emotions,
What are your motives, your plans and expectations??.... u cant have my faith my heart or my mind, because i need whats rest of those to SHINE......
I mean damn.......SINCE YOUR HERE.....*SMH*

LUEGO!
J.COWELL

My strength!

It's alright!
Shabbat shalom! A beautiful shabbat day it has been ! I love the pressure of success. And prosperity,it can create a level of intensity! I say never be afraid to be apart of diversity and newness!
Unite your mind and your thoughts to learn from others and other THINGS!

.....

Dont you dare take another step, any closer i loose my breath.
its always been a mystery why i cant commit, but i met you so fcuk all that otha shit.
sorry for cursin but i been rehearsing this for a long time.
if thoughts of your beauty were to be money, there would be no recession, but i'm just testing!
it would take tenths of a second for me to drop all things to be there for you, pardon me hater i dont mean to bore you.
if colors express different moods, you will for ever be white,green, and red!
white because of your purity
green because ur nature is captivating and nourishing for the soul of the weak
red because ur passion is something fierce!

Exodus of love!

I took sometime to think this girl, your the only secure thing in my world. it took one breath and you had my all, and at times i did ignore your call.
for us to live without each others love is slavery and every chick in between was just the whip on my back, reminding me of what i need to work towards.
then something spoke to me and i stood tall, stronger legs so i couldnt fall.
lessons learned from the whips i have been getting, i kno we can be perfect in a whole new setting,
I had a talk with the big guy upstairs and he told me i am getting to old to hold on to these fears.
i told him i just want to avoid her and even my own tears.
He then said calmly "to not experience pain, is to not experience the process of true love"...
what could i tell Him after that, the only thing is love for you and thats a fact.
its time for our exodus of love.
Meaning lets leave this realm of mediocrity and mis fortune and move to what he has en store for us...
EXODUS MOVEMENT OF LOVE AND PASSION......

"its better to love and loss, than to not love a all"
(this love thing pretains to all parts of life family, your career and you significant other)

The effort made to persue ones dream is deserving of a throne in the kingdom of prosperity and Love!
I speak one langue and that is laughter! Laughter can be spoken, sung, or done in sign language! But all people speak it fluent.....well when they allow themselves too!

Lets GO!

You and I both see the stars, so lets go kiss under them in the park,
You are the best woman i have ever met by far,
Your ex left you scared emotionally, well i am scared physically,
With you around i feel no pain, no sense of stress,
I wish others felt this love that seems to just rush, rush in my brain and flow all throughout my body,

Lets Go!

It was a good idea to bring you to Brazil with me,
No sense of direction, just an overwhelming feel of affection,
We are all over the town, exploring and enduring in the feel of life,
This has to be what heaven is like,

Lets Go!

The way the sun hits your beautiful skin, makes me want to jump out of the skin i am in,
We can go to the beach, or we can go to a craft class and you can teach,
you will teach because the hands you have crafted this man that i have become, so imagine what it can do with clay and straw,

Lets go!

Lets run as fast as we can, trip and fall and we just wont care,
Lets go and swim in the nude without any fear,
Some say love is over rated, i say they are just emotionally jaded

Lets Go!

The tickets have been bought, the suit cases have been sought,
It may seem corny but this feeling is probably why Adam and eve never fought,
Run into my arms and tell me that you are ready for this thing we called a "TEAM",
Love and grace is in your eyes it seems,
I just hope this isn't another college night of DREAMS...........

LETS GO!

Respect to the pioneers!

What are the roots of stand-up comedy?

George CarlinCredit Wikipedia Commons

George Carlin once said, “I think it’s the duty of the comedian to find out where the line is drawn and cross it deliberately.”

Until his death in June, the groundbreaking stand-up comic did just that. In 1972, Carlin’s “Seven Words You Can Never Say on Television” routine provoked a public debate about freedom of expression that eventually resulted in a 1978 Supreme Court obscenity case and helped define the limits of acceptable free speech in television and radio broadcasts.

Says Jerry Zolten, before Carlin could cross that line, many comedians had to come before, breaking boundaries and redefining stand-up.

“Today’s generation expects comedians to push the envelope and get people to think, but it hasn’t always been that way,” says Zolten, associate professor of Communication Arts & Sciences and American Studies at Penn State Altoona.

American stand-up comedy has its beginnings in the minstrel shows of the early 1800s and as stand-up evolved, the medium came to reflect America’s social history, Zolten explains. Minstrelsy ridiculed and caricatured African Americans, reflecting the racism of the time. White performers blackened their faces with burnt cork, exaggerating the eyes, noses and mouths of the African Americans they parodied.

Minstrel shows were largely musical theatre, but they did include stock comic characters, says Zolten. Positioned at center stage, the interlocutor would set up jokes and the end-men would deliver the punch lines. Another typical character in the minstrel show was Jim Crow—a caricature of a black slave, the stereotypical “happy darky” originating from the song “Jump Jim Crow,” written by a white performer, Thomas Dartmouth (T.D.) “Daddy” Rice. Later segregation laws became known by the same name.

“Minstrel shows were rife with simplistic jokes of the ‘Why did the chicken cross the road? To get to the other side’ kind,” says Zolten, adding that “minstrelsy was also a source for much of the stereotype that still lingers today about African Americans, a group more maligned in the name of entertainment than any other.”

The minstrel show remained popular well past the Civil War and the abolishment of slavery, though by the late 19th Century it had begun to fade as the era of vaudeville kicked in, he explains. Unlike minstrelsy, vaudeville featured variety acts that traveled circuits of small-town vaudeville theatres. Audience members would pay a nickel to see singers, dancers, acrobats, magicians and comedians, he adds. In the days before microphones, comedy was less subtle, and the more physical comedy known as “slapstick” was particularly popular. (The genre got its name from a stick-like prop that produced a loud “whack” noise without actually causing pain.)

“In a huge theatre, nuanced spoken-word comedy didn’t work so well because the audience couldn’t really hear,” Zolten explains. “So comics relied more on exaggerated movement, speech, and physical, pratfall comedy to entertain. A stand-up comedian of today couldn’t have gotten across back then because he or she would have had to put so much into projecting that timing and subtlety would be lost.”

In the days of vaudeville, Zolten notes, comedians had to watch what they said. Some vaudeville theatres even posted signs backstage of prohibited words (including “golly” and “darn”). During a time of intense immigration, vaudeville comedians also popularized humor based on ethnic stereotypes.

“In addition to the restrictions on language, comedians completely avoided controversy. It was more about making fun of people and their differences,” Zolten explains, “which ironically wasn’t considered controversial back then. The gist of much of the comedy was ‘Gee, aren’t we glad we’re not like them.’”

Will Rogers, one of the first political stand-ups, was an exception during the vaudeville era. “Rogers would come out in cowboy clothes, doing rope tricks with a lariat as he offered astute and cutting political commentary,” Zolten says. “He’d joke acerbically about the politicians and policies of the day and get away with it. That’s one of the beautiful things about comedy; it gives license to say things you couldn’t get away with otherwise.”

With the invention of the microphone, records, and radio, many vaudevillians transitioned into broadcast comedy during the pre-World War II years. According to Zolten, voice amplification and transmission allowed for a new fast-paced style that depended on words and timing. Legends like Jack Benny, Bob Hope and George Burns and Gracie Allen all started in vaudeville but then moved to radio.

During wartime, he adds, the shared experience of radio comedy enhanced a feeling of Americans pulling together.

“Earlier stand-up comedy that made fun of different ethnicities is divisive,” Zolten says. “During the World Wars, comedians gradually began poking fun at what we as a society could all laugh at together.” He points to the example of the routine “Who’s on First?” performed by the famous comedic duo Abbott and Costello. The bit consisted of fast-paced wordplay about baseball-player names and the game that was a national obsession held in common by many Americans.

In the 1950s, variety shows like “The Ed Sullivan Show” and “The Tonight Show” would continue to transform comedy, broadcasting comics into America’s living rooms. Zolten cites a 1959 airing of "The Steve Allen Show” that featured a cutting-edge comic named Lenny Bruce who, before George Carlin, tested the limits of social norms.

“Lenny Bruce, in the fifties, was one of the first to really push the envelope, addressing head-on our prejudices and skewed views of things. Many people think of him as a guy who just spouted obscenities, but he was much more than that,” says Zolten. “Bruce was a catalyst for what would come in the ’60s, a warrior on the frontline of the free speech movement; a comedian who used humor to provoke thought and hopefully change minds.”

Carlin himself acknowledged that his comedy went from straight-laced to provocative after catching one of Bruce’s shows. Bruce’s influence is most evident in Carlin’s now famous “Seven Words” routine, Zolten adds.

Carlin in turn would influence a whole generation of contemporary comedians such as Jerry Seinfeld and Chris Rock, who cite Carlin as an inspiration and “whose shoulders in turn the next generation of comedians will stand on.”

—Bethany Parker

Que Funny Funny!

I can not stand people who ask for the time with a cell phone and a digital watch on.

I can not stand people who ask for money and have on more expensive looking clothes than I.

I do not like when people have dryness in between there knuckles.

I despise big girls with leggings.(just redundant if you ask me)

to be continued

Rainy days in new York to me only mean a few things!
A bad day for the homeless
Great day for the artistic and creative.

My Inspiration

In 1954, entertainer Sammy Davis, Jr. almost died in a car accident where he lost his left eye. While in the hospital, his friend Eddie Cantor enlightened him on the similarities between the Jewish and black cultures. While he convalesced, Davis had time to reflect and to engage in long conversations with a rabbi at the hospital. Davis later said that he found many parallels between the challenges Jews and black Americans faced, both historically and contemporarily. This deep reflection led Davis to convert to Judaism, a calling he embraced throughout his life--and characteristically worked in as fodder for his act, joking that he was entertainment's only one-eyed Jewish black man.

It was not long after his conversion, and he refused to work on Yom Kippur. The director of the movie “Porgy and Bess” got angry and called the legendary producer Samuel Goldwyn. Goldwyn immediately called Sammy and wanted to know if it was true about his refusing to work. Sammy said that, as a Jew he could not work on the Day of Atonement. There was silence for a moment, with Goldwyn no doubt noting that stopping production would cost $30,000, a large sum then. Finally, Goldwyn (who was also Jewish) said, "Bless you." Production on the film was stopped for Yom Kippur.

My idol/Father

He is half "Black" half Hispanic

I am half "Black" Half Hispanic

He had a major accident that changed his life and a friend that helped assist him into finding his spiritual calling(Judaism)

I Have cancer that i have been fighting for over 8 years and counting and i am looking to fully convert to (judaism)

He's a entertainer

I love to entertain

Man myth legend

I want to just be half the man he was.....

Love,brotherhood,Charity,goodwill for all,no matter what you may do in your life.

Nightmare Girl

Your my nightmare because you stalk me in the night, in my mind you telling me not to fight,
I cant sleep if our love is haunting me, whether your single or taken its next to you i want to be,
I have nightmares of us being together, loving you in all kinds of weAther,
It can rain and i would shelter you girl, it can snow and i will be your warmth in a cold world,
I would be the sun, so i can shine down on you, but i wouldn't burn your skin nah no way, at the same time i will be your shade,

You are my nightmare girl,

I want to lift you up and drop you so you can scatter, Your my master piece in the making WATCH MY LOVE PAINT SPLATTER,
Thoughts of you constantly follow me, especially at night, makes it hard to sleep,
You are the best part of waking up in the middle of the night, cause it is your image i have in my sight,

You are my nightmare Girl

Let me ask myself just one question, Why am i so in love? i'm not sure but it sure is a blessing,
Feel me on this it can change your life, I never want to wake up from this feeling iight!!!
It makes me smile when i hear your voice, all because i want to be your boy,

Nightmare Girl, better yet a fantasy its impossible not to just let us be,
Together for as long as it takes, dont EVER be afraid to say"pump your breaks"....

Take out the nightmare and YOUR MY GIRL...

Never Knew

I never knew it would get like this, typical conversations and jokes bout shit,
i never doubted you or what your capable of, To see you smile, is just not enough,
I want to see you cry, see you pray,see you run,also see you pick up a basketball and see if you can play

I never knew...

They say......... aint nothing but a number, i agree it is what you have in your head and also how far in life you will reach,
I'm willing for you to teach, we can take our time and use red to paint the town and the street,
I stick my pinky in my teeth cuz your too damn sweet,

Never knew...

I am a man of many desires, aspirations and goals,
and i now believe one of them is too make you my own,
I feel a bit silly but who gives a DUCK,
If you don't admit feelings i think that sucks,

Never knew....

I'm going to take my time and play it smooth, just to prove i'm your kind of dude,
I have my mind set on, "it probably" wont work,
But i say, you cant ride a horse for the first time and do not get hurt,
So persistence is definitely the key,
All those other Women i had to let them be...

Never knew......

I guess now we both know...

p.s. this is not about me and you Miss. Animation..... lol
GET MONEY SLACKERS!!!(literally dont know why i just type that)

Is Race an Issue??!!??

some may not know but, i come from a very culturally diverse family, so i know quite alot about white Brown and "black"

But i am a very very open minded person, i love all cultures and there women....

My only thing is that certain ppl in my fam. told me what kind of woman to bring in(look like my auntie)
basically anyone that isnt exactly my pigmentation level.(one of the rare dark clouds in my immediate family)

now i love ma lases to brown sugar to whip cream light, but its embedded in my brain what to look for.

So to my "white and lighter skin" demographic, does race matter with your selection in a partner, and i dont mean no 1 week or experimental thing, i mean PARTNER......???????

just a little concerned, i thought it was just me...

SHOUT OUTS to my tyrese lookin brothas to the chico DeBauge Justin timberlakes......
and for the ladiesn: shouts to the estelle's to the rhianna's to the sexy ass angelina jolie!!!!

let me kno wasup!

What is the next stop? Is it fame is it stardom. I really just want my family to be proud and know that even with cancer a little motivation and alot of Ha-Shem nothing is impossible.

ONE TIME! (FOR YOU ALL)

I only have myself to live with if i choose to, i take advice but rather take positivity
its what i want to get use too,
Knowledge is power so everyday i get closer to being just like an X-men,
When i shoot for the stars, try and remember, don't ask me where i have been!!
I love the concern and help, but my destiny is just that..........MINE!!!!
Success and prosperity comes around just.........
ONE TIME
I will attack my dreams until they wish they were nightmares, in other words succeed so well that it hurts,
when I fear......
In love with my passions and all of my talents, all that's left is too accomplish what Is possible
ONE TIME
I seen alot and been through even more, so much pain has been washed upon these emotional shores,
its never too late to take a breath and strive, half the battle is being thankful you are alive,
Its been some time now and many things have not been cleared,
I just want that some one who all this, i can share....
ONE TIME
Cancer hit me twice, tumor and all, but on the weekends it did no stop me from playing basketball ;-)
It was pain physically emotionally and mentally, but i have to go through the rough to know whats,
meant for me!!!!
Therapy and stress are simply the best, especially when you want to eliminate the rest,
the rest of the pain that lies within but there also alot of joy in the places i have been...
ONE TIME
My time is now and so is yours, wait for no man because opportunity knocks once at our doors,
I m ready to jump into the scene, my life is rocky but a song worth to sing,
Love and bless, Keep Elohim (G_d) first........

So WHATTTT!!!!!

Barely know you, but i know your sound, I'm a young Dude on the come up, but for you, i want to be down,
I'm from Brooklyn but i am always uptown, Catch a show or two, Right after chill with you,
now that's what i want to do, My dreams are back ,Entertainment world look out because I am here and she is ending the drought. She flows so cool, that's why i want her,
SO what!!??
I'm on the scene so is she her songs are too sweet, OK I GOT A CRUSH ON HER, can you blame me????
Na' its deeper than music, its her style, she remains so fly, I cant catch her, she is on another level, but i ate my mushrooms and im super Mario now,
Where she at i gotta give her, her crown
IM OUT.....

I feel real good when your tunes are blasting, your voice is my Ramadan and i am fasting,
My boys say i am crazy, i say they are too closed up, if i have a feeling i will admit my crush,
Moments
One two three coronas i hope in due time i can phone her, i am not a crazy fan, man or person,
I am just infatuated with her version! Version of being special, impossible is nothing,
so i will get through to you,
Moments
I think i shouldnt say this but i am creative and a recreation, sorta like my sneakers,
Success is my obligation, I'm waitin, just to dance with you, too YOUR tunes,
This feeling i have is rare like how the sun covers the moon,
In other words this is an eclipse, my feelings is ganja and i am taking a lift,
Moments
Inspiration and Bliss are all words that flow from my lips,
So that means you will be well successful from my kiss,
Moments
Let me just make a change, all good things come to those who wait!

Self-Indulgence

I am what i am, you can make your judgments and pass remarks, but the black guy who put me in my mum
knew i wouldnt need him.... i guess i am a statistic, but thanks to G_d he gave me a chance to have a good start, damn i feel the good and positive forming,
I self indulge only because i remain a mere spec in the eyes of the world,
i only want to make a difference and spread love,
To all the ladies i know and KNEW, without you i would not be the crazy kid i am now,
Self indulgence
i am 100% real and respectful so its only fair that pain tests and occurs in my life,
I am jumping steps on this escalator of progression,
join me and remember that we live once, so live for you and the future you want!!!!
out......

Humble and Ready!

No one can say i do not know what life is worth, health has been a major issue for me for the last 8 years, and it can become problematic at any point, so thats why i endure in such a fun, random,weird awkward lifestyle lol.
With the love and support from the following(tanya miller,tanya caines,julie,dex,brittany,COREY,PHIL,CHE,SHAMAL,STAN "JACKSON",sweet thang mindy,terence,jennifer,jasmine,emanuel,blake,john,brendan,bryan,aron,Adi,stevo,stephanie etc.
there are alot of ppl who i admire and respect for accepting me and my crazy mindset.
With shows and tours and all he great opportunities HUMBLE pie is what i will eat for the rest of my career and i am ready to make all this happen
SO support the movement cuz u have G_d's blessing and my love nd support in all that you do.

lluego!!!!!!

Love

Flashing Thoughts and Lights

Hasnt been a year and i am pursuing One of my dreams, it feels great to associate with successfull people, and great friends and family!
lol people say im always online,but its a way for me to network and make a name for myself! Link me if you want to be a booking agent for me lol....
Cancer and etc. are all things that push me to keep on top of the Game i am in called LIFE!!
I want those flashing lights billboards and all! Help me Help you....
NYC is one of the best places to be and live, so i am going to metaphorically rape the comedy scene.
SHOUT OUT'S-Kyle Grooms,Ryan Mack,Marquise,Devario,Phil,Dave Chappelle,Donell Rawlins and most of all Elohim for creating all these people who influence me to do well!

I feel it already, i'm turning 21 in about a month and i feel i am headed in the right direction...
Shades of redd, TOT,Supreme Team, IBAKI,Christian. P thanks for the support and the clothes that you create to keep a generation in style and artistic......

To the ladies its all bout you at the end of the day (Ethel Cowell,Tanya,julie Miller,Vineal,B.S.L.V., Tripp,Bosco,Beauchamp,Deabreu!

Love who you are, where come from and what you come from, life is 10% what happens to you AND 90% HOW YOU HANDLE IT!

JAH BLESS
SHALOM
ALLAH AKBAR
BENDICION

Jerome "Alex" Cowell