Darkest Hours

Even in the darkest hours, i still manage to plant emotional life flowers, the soil is my mind the sun is my life the rain are the everyday unpredictable occurrences that seem to happen
When we least expect it,
A plate of hummus matabacha and fresh whole wheat pita bread always does the trick for me,
Changing my life in the darkest hours ever since i caught the "C"..
Darkest hours
Running ramp-id on a emotional treadmill, only gets me in shape for things i know i do not want to feel, no frets no worries, just and evening with "scrubs" and a tub of ben and jerry's
In a perfect life i would be a comical motivational speaker, with 4 kids a wife and my very own sneaker, ok maybe not the sneaker but metro cards would be cheaper, so when i board this TRAIN OF THOUGHT i can relax and just enjoy the ride,
instead of pushing away people who love and care with my PRIDE,
if curiosity killed the cat then i really do have more than nine lives,
An emmy award and a hug from my wife and kids is what i thrive.....for-ever and ever i will
be merciless praying for the day to hug my mum and bury her in my chest,
Darkest hour
Women are a mere level of perfection in my world, too many to choose from,
but who will choose me? with all my baggage and foolery?
Instead of regretting i am suppressing the doubt that i can be a good man/father/husband
Only time will tell, messages from hell constantly try to text me but the cell phone of my heart is programmed to be pure and as influential as can be.
Darkest hour
The pain I feel will never measure up to the starving children in third world countries,
but it sure will get to me,
My hand is out my heart is open, for those who want to join in and start mentally eloping
To fuse pain and joy seems evidently impossible, but so was the idea of the israelites leaving egypt and my uncle moses made that happen....
Darkest hour
If your hours seem dark it's only because it's only because the light is regaining its strength and purpose for your LIFE.....
Darkest hour.......
The dark can be blinding at times, you just have TO SEE IT
Bendicion
Shalom